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my anime/manga/media library (last updated 4/10/09) [Sep. 19th, 2035|02:45 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[Current Mood | accomplished]

my anime/manga/media library )
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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2009|05:00 am]
  • 13:14 Another reason Ryuuji > Keitarou: Ryuuji doesn't take all of Taiga's shit. I mean, he picks his battles, but he knows when she's overboard. #
  • 13:21 @seoulless Wait... So, you do or don't want the netbook? #
  • 13:25 Firstmark doesn't recognize Parkland College, but they are sending me a form that will let me switch to interest-only payments. どうすべきかな。 #
  • 13:46 I... I think The Japan Shop stopped selling denshi jisho. #
  • 14:30 www.knex.com/building_toys/6foot_ferris_wheel.php Want... #
  • 15:24 Sent mom the x-mas wish list she requested. "looks like you like japanese stuff :-)" "You just learned this? :-P" #
  • 22:43 Anime Pulse had the Lain OP as the OP this week. Natsukashii... Made me think of a MAS nostalgia night, but there aren't enough ancients. #
  • 22:49 Got nail glue all over my hands today, and they've gotten quite dry, so I need to pumice them and then moisturize them. Um... #
  • 23:06 Snuggie commercial, now with the commentary it desperately needed: www.youtube.com/watch?v=h05ZQ7WHw8Y #
  • 00:05 Stuart wants my dinner. Stuart, however, is not getting my dinner. That's why it's called "my dinner", not "Stuart's dinner". #
  • 00:26 Grey's props to Minnesota. How lame is it that that made me happy? #
  • 00:31 "I have a teenager. What if she wants to go to college?" "Have you met her?" "Fine, I'm in." #
  • 00:32 Although the never really show what makes her so vapid, other than a shot of her painting her nails. #
  • 00:32 New cardio god looks way too much like Hahn. #
  • 00:36 Apparently my accounting textbook is "casebound". Do I even want to know what that means? Is it just a package of 3-ring punched pages? #
  • 00:39 @baranoneko Oh, Hahn looked happy at least once. Maybe twice. #
  • 01:25 Damn. I really need to get myself some of those loose plastic gloves or something so I can moisturize my hands even if I'm still working. #
  • 01:44 Accidentally bought Oreos and gum with my bills account today. If I'm gonna keep my TCF card in my wallet just in case, I need to hide it. #
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 10:56 @seoulless Can you occasionally borrow others' cords? #
  • 11:00 i can haz new animuz! Eva 1.01, Bamboo Blade pt. 1, Hana Yori Dango F, and Fruits Basket -Four Seasons-: Song for Ritsuko Okazaki CD. #
  • 11:16 Poopie. I called Comcast to inquire about how much it would cost to add Deutsche Welle and TV Japan, and it turns out they're not available. #
  • 12:53 Cancelled my HI and Amtrak reservations for the JLPT; gotta make new ones for the Hikki concert, though. #
  • 22:48 Apparently the USDoE was told that I'm in school at least half-time now, and I'm back in deferment. Can't believe I forgot to tell them. #
  • 22:54 Hmm, I should call Firstmark tomorrow to see if I can defer those loans again. #
  • 23:43 How fun would Hito Toshite Bureteiru (or any of the Zetsubou-sensei songs, really) be to sing karaoke in as a group? #
  • 23:44 Also decided to track down some of Ootsuki Kenji's non-Zetsubou works. Found one album on JPopsuki. #
  • 00:05 Want to buy the rest of Moribito, which is on sale right now, but I don't have enough in my spending account. Remaining strong, though. ^_^ #
  • 00:58 Discovered that I need to buy at least 9 (rechargable) AAAs, 3 sooner rather than later. Boo, up-front costs. #
  • 01:00 Of course, if I break my rear bike light trying to pry open the battery cover, I'll only need 7. #
  • 02:02 OMG, Ryuuji, what in the world made you think slicking your hair back would be a good idea? You look 110% sleaze like that. #
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 11:22 We can haz intorwebz! #
  • 11:22 @seoulless Wouldn't that be win/tie? #
  • 11:42 I suppose I should be grateful that NHK and NPR news only have one episode in their feeds right now. The hour-a-day BBC news, however... #
  • 12:12 I think ep. 20 of Sunred was my favorite yet. Which might just mean that I have a bad memory. *laughs* #
  • 12:46 *cackles* Micro prof. finally inputted the Thinkwell scores (thus my EC), and since the system doesn't report >100%, I have a perfect 100%. #
  • 16:56 @Goldeneyeuro *crosses my fingers for you* #
  • 17:05 tiny.cc/mU8ys So, affirmative action is only okay if it promotes women and non-whites? Not that I'm a fan of affirmative action. #
  • 17:11 Various people, both friends and reviewers, have recommended Kimi ni Todoke, but I really don't like that Wallflower-esque art style. #
  • 17:27 So, I realized that I'm going to have to start applying to colleges again soon-ish. Strange feeling. #
  • 17:50 It'll also be the first time I doubted being able to get into my practical first-choice school, so I'll actually have to research. #
  • 18:12 I hate that I'm going to be an "adult" student in 10 months... #
  • 19:08 About to start my unit 4 micro exam, but first I'm gonna make myself some fresh tea and calories. PB&J, maybe? #
  • 19:12 wthdoyouthinkiam.files.wordpress.com/2009/01/35eabc8af1378d720e56f30202aac296.jpg Why is this not a wall scroll yet? #
  • 19:16 I'm kinda sad that the return of podcasts to my life will cut into my The Count of Monte Cristo listening time. (In the middle of ch. 19.) #
  • 20:33 I hate double-checking my work... :-/ #
  • 20:36 Alright, if I double-check my work, I get to watch the next episode of Nijuu Mensou no Musume. *nods* #
  • 20:44 Why is it that I loved Cowboy Bebop so much, but Samurai Champloo and mostly Michiko e Hatchin bore me? (Save Hana. I <3 Hana.) #
  • 21:04 Shit. I thought I CHANGED that answer to the right one. I guess not. ><; #
  • 21:11 Buh wuh? There were TWO forum 4s for macro? Whoops... #
  • 21:11 @lugia222 Oh, I know, I just feel stupid. #
  • 21:35 Skipping through Right of Left a bit. Soushi looks *so* weird in a suit. (Had to stop myself from typing "suits".) #
  • 21:36 @baranoneko You don't have one yet? And what makes you want one now? #
  • 21:41 Cowboy Bebop's "Waste Land" reminds me a bit of GitS:SAC's "human step~aramaki's theme". I wonder if Kanno-sensei intentionally re-used it. #
  • 21:41 @baranoneko *laughs* How is Japanese coming up in your cases? #
  • 21:49 Turns out there's no Franklin Covey nearby. Guess I'll have to order my 2010 refill online. #
  • 22:23 I should talk to the Parkland student aid office. Figure out again why I can't get financial aid until I have my UMN transcript. #
  • 00:02 Dear MAL: please give us a paid option NOW. The ads are... Terrifying. #
  • 00:06 @lugia222 Depends on how much it costs. I can handle $5/mo. #
  • 00:29 Shokku! Mint finally works with TCF again! Although USDoE and BBY have temporary issues. #
  • 00:33 Oooh, you can manually add debts (such as my UMN tuition) to Mint now. I mean, updating it'll be annoying, but at least it's represented. #
  • 00:39 If real GDP is supposed to be measured in real goods and services, why is it still measured in dollars? #
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Ignorant Bath [Nov. 18th, 2009|05:23 pm]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | anxious]
[Current Music |絶対彼氏~完全無欠の恋人ロボット~ - 未知の到來]

The United States spends more on healthcare (total and per capita) than any other country but we do not perform as well as other countries when it comes to statistics such as life expectancy and infant mortality. What do you think should be done and what do you think of the changes that are currently being considered by Congress?

Ain't that the question. I'm kind of terrified to answer this question, partly for fear of sounding (and being) ignorant, and partly for fear of starting a flame war. Not that flame wars usually get started on discussion boards for 100-level classes - people just go in, make their required post, and leave. I'm also not sure how to tie what we've learned in micro into this. Which is probably ties right in with the "ignorance" bit.

Heh, just the fact that an OST for a dorama came on reminded me of the PMK dorama coming up, and made me excited for it again. *randomly wonders who MatsuJun would play if he were cast* He might make a good Shinpachi... Hmm, now that I have space for 5 more icons with my account renewal (I thought you got more like 12?), I should get myself a PMK icon or two.
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 12:34 I hate when my hands get covered in black grease or whatever every time I arrive somewhere by bike. I think it's from the lock. #
  • 12:38 Damn it, I forgot to sync my econ .pdfs with my laptop before coming to the library. Time to re-download the new ones, I guess. #
  • 13:08 Oh. My. Fucking. God. I forgot my TI-89 at home, and don't even have any scratch paper. FML. #
  • 13:10 Well, at least I was able to borrow some scratch paper... #
  • 13:56 Boo, this room is cold and I'm still letting my jacket dry from the rain. #
  • 14:01 The WiFi at the library is still better than the internet at home is at the minute, but it still leaves something to be desired. #
  • 14:14 Siiting here at the library working on Econ, thinking about how I *still* want to be a CA/RA. *laughs* Gotta learn to give up sometimes. #
  • 14:15 I should pick up some hot cocoa on the way home. Trying to decide where would be best. #
  • 14:24 @lugia222 True, but I was hoping to get an actual can, rather than just some for now. #
  • 14:24 @lugia222 But now that you mention it, why wait? *goes to the cafe downstairs to get some* #
  • 14:33 Boo, my $2.80, 12-ish oz. hot cocoa is watery. #
  • 14:38 I understand why the MC curve intersects the min. of the AVC curve, but why does it intersect the min. of the ATV curve? #
  • 15:41 My bank balance is a palindrome. <3 #
  • 15:45 Note to self: add lyrics to all my HikaGo mp3s. #
  • 15:56 It's weird how even as I'm actually studying, I view those around me enviably as being "more studying-er than am". Always w/ the inf. compl. #
  • 16:16 Blah, I hate knowing that in 1.5 hours I won't be able to do any homework for at least two days. #
  • 16:20 Is "influence activities" really the only thing that will cause decreasing returns to scale? #
  • 16:51 So, I think I'll go to bed extra early tonight, get up and feed the critters extra early tomorrow, and do hw at the library 7-8:45. #
  • 16:54 NM, I just realized that won't work. Even if I'm normally asleep until 9, at least I'm at home if something happens. #
  • 17:41 So, now that I finished all the Thinkwell lectures and exercises for unit 4, but was left a bit confused, I think I'll review for 2 days. #
  • 23:02 @seoulless I'd love to, but that'll probably be during the U's spring break. :( I should send Sensei an e-mail - say hi. #
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feelin' dumb [Nov. 16th, 2009|05:17 pm]
[Current Location |library]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |灰羽連盟 - Shadow of Sorrow]

Assume Sally’s ice cream store produce cones where P = MR = MC = ATC. Sally decides to hire more workers and keep her capital constant. Her time frame now is:
A. long run.
B. short run.
C. medium run.
D. both B and C.


Durr... This question doesn't *look* hard, but it has me confuzzled.

After doing further questions, I think the problem is that we need to spend a bit more time covering the perfectly competitive market and equilibrium within one.
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 11:43 @Goldeneyeuro Well, if it turns out not to be... On to the next attempt at a major. ><; There's gotta be SOMETHING that works for me. #
  • 11:53 If accounting doesn't work out... Maybe high school math teacher? Shit... That would probably REALLY set me back. #
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Voice Post [Nov. 15th, 2009|11:28 am]
VoicePost Help
526K 3:10
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[EDIT: Dianne's computer can access the internet! Yay!! (It couldn't last night...)]
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 12:19 I just realized, the woman who sang Kaze mo Sora mo Kitto... from BSSM is the same one who sang Hitomi no Chikara from HnG. #
  • 13:07 Creepy Quatre laughter is creepy. I <3 this show. But I need to stop procrastinating now. ^_^; #
  • 17:51 God, today was a total waste. Damn it. Well, let's make good of what's left. #
  • 18:10 @Goldeneyeuro *tries to think of an appropriate reply* *fails* That would make for an... interesting... crossover fic, though. #
  • 18:18 I hate that YouTube doesn't even let you READ comments that have too many thumbs down. #
  • 18:37 父が怒ってるかも。木曜のメールにまだ答えてくれてないんだ。 #
  • 18:48 OMG, I just realized that if I get to go home for the UMN's spring break, I'll get to go to the SBAM! Dunno if anyone'll be there, though... #
  • 18:58 @Goldeneyeuro Also, good to know about the CPA exam. #
  • 19:02 Wow... Just realized tomorrow will mark six months since I left Minnesota; Monday's six months since I arrived in Champaign... #
  • 19:07 I really need to place a higher priority on joining some sort of local... something. #
  • 19:19 Alright, I have next Saturday off, so I'm gonna make sure to go to the UIUC anime club next week. #
  • 19:29 It's funny how I'm using Grey's to validate my doing too much work/school rather than fostering a social life. #
  • 20:08 @jlist twitpic.com/pkfm0 - Cute! #
  • 20:08 @jlist Love in a photobooth. This is sweet. twitpic.com/pkfm0 #
  • 20:21 *imagines trying to draw a derivative curve of function f as the slope of f approaches infinity* #
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Random Good Luck [Nov. 14th, 2009|12:05 pm]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | awake]

November 13, 2009
Due to family medical issues, I have been “missing” for a while. If you turned in a paper, discussion posts, or have completed quizzes on the Thinkwell site, I will be updating your grades for this over the weekend. These grades will be up by Monday at noon.
I will also be setting all of the chapter exams for 2 attempts on Monday. This is my way to pay you back for your patience. I am sorry I have been “absent” for so long.
Chris


Well, you certainly won't hear me complaining. I fully intend to retake the Unit 1 and 2 exams, especially to see if I can bump the unit 1 exam up from its 92%.
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 09:40 @elliewix Go you! #
  • 11:46 Whoops. I was drying out a tea cannister after rinsing it out, and then it got in the sink and the label got all wet. :-/ #
  • 12:34 @lugia222 A ticket to see Hikki in Chicago. ^_____________________^ #
  • 12:55 @elliewix Oh, the bills/savings being spoken for is what MAKES the LE account so freeing. #
  • 13:08 "Remember, you always label your axes first, or you’re not drawing an
    economic graph, you may be making art, but nobody knows what it is." #
  • 23:05 Why are all white, female doctors at Seattle Grace blonde? #
  • 23:27 Watching dubbed ep. 1 of Soul Eater, and remembering how much I love the realism of the volume of Maka's hair. #
  • 00:56 Why does putting on Burt's Bees lip balm make my eyes uncomfortable? #
  • 00:59 Gasp! I was just taught that I can determine the value of X from a Y value, not just Y from an X value. Shokku! #
  • 01:57 Apparently different states have different CPA exams? So I'll have to study new material if I get my BA in IL and move to MN? #
  • 01:58 Then again, I can't guarantee I'd live my whole life in MN anyway, so that might just be an accounting fact of life? #
  • 02:09 No wonder that exercise confused me. I accidentally took the exercise for one lesson ahead. #
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Welcome to the most annoying song EVAR. [Nov. 14th, 2009|01:11 am]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | angry]
[Current Music |rabid chipmunks?]



Seriously, I think this'll make me hate anyone I ever meet who happens to be named Sherry, or Sheri, or any variant thereof.

The worst part? I get to listen to it every fucking time I go to work. But at least they only play it once a day (shift?).

[EDIT: Outlaw Star and Somewhere Over the Rainbow. And it actually works!

]
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Hikki in concert, 3 hours from my house! [Nov. 13th, 2009|12:01 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | excited]
[Current Music |Wife Swap on TV]

Holy shit yay! Hikki's gonna perform in Chicago Feb. 2nd!

[EDIT: Argh, I can't figure out how to order tickets on this website!!]

[EDIT: Tickets ordered. Best $40 I ever spent, I do believe.]
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 10:19 RT @mizunocaitlin Checking my email for 5 minutes before I realized I was still naked from the shower. THE NERD PRIORITIES ARE CLEAR. #
  • 11:01 Set up my Parkland payment plan. #
  • 14:43 @elliewix ...... #
  • 14:46 RT @elliewix Marx looks like the snuggle bear-too bad they don't have a tropical historical materialism scent to go along with prole. breeze #
  • 23:07 I'm kind of failing at concentrating on editing this paper. Probably because I think it's "good enough". #
  • 00:03 We should really be able to get fine arts credit for chadou, don'cha think? #
  • 00:04 @baranoneko I can't wait until the torrent posts (and finishes DLing). I've been wondering how Joe and what's-his-name's kid is... #
  • 00:23 @baranoneko Did their kid ever get a name? But yeah, Walter sounds right. #
  • 00:52 It's surprising how freeing it is to have an exclusive living expenses bank account. #
  • 01:15 Loving the FMA movie wankery going on on the ANNCast (despite loving the movie). #
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lyrics [Nov. 13th, 2009|12:20 am]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | working]
[Current Music |交響詩篇エウレカセブン - 彼岸を吹く風]

覚えていますか?昔は確か
かすかな希望に全力を出した
明日のために生きていました
その気持ちどっか忘れてないか?
青春に期限なんてない 探究心に年は関係ないと思うよ
だってそうだろ?
We wanna make the dream come true

[EDIT:

Of course, I'm being a hypocrite by being amused by this, considering that I hate when people "borrow" books to others. And I can't say I like "ekscape".]
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Lifetime Stalker Bath [Nov. 13th, 2009|12:02 am]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | scared]
[Current Music |Alison Krauss and Union Station - Baby, Now That I've Found You]

One of the songs that plays at Walgreens, around 6-ish?:

"Now you've told me that you wanna leave me / Darling, I just can't let you."
Seriously, that line's creepy. Like, Lifetime movie creepy.
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2009|05:01 am]

  • 23:49 @Goldeneyeuro Just credit it to "?" and update it if you ever find out - that way you're not "claiming it as yours". #

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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 09:17 Poo, I can't do my registration advising appt. in person. I bet I won't even take 5 minutes... #
  • 09:41 I can has paycheck! Not humongous, 5 week paycheck, but I think a 3 week paycheck now is better than a 5 week paycheck later. #
  • 09:43 Got paid just under the amount that would allow me to pay my dad back w/o going under my min. bal. on savings, so I'll wait 2 weeks. #
  • 10:27 I wonder if my mom and grandpa will only be able to speak German when they get very old. #
  • 10:28 (Hah, I'll be my grandpa's translator for the rest of the family! That'd be hilarious, in a depressing way.) #
  • 23:08 @elliewix Once again, you make a good point. #
  • 01:12 Why am I so cold? Researched proper use of eyedrops in case I end up needing them. #
  • 03:35 Rough draft of my reaction paper completed in 3.5 hours. Go me! I'm sure it needs a shitload of editing, but that can wait 'til morning. #
  • 03:49 Just saw an LJ icon of Obama with the Kamina (from Gurren Lagann) glasses. I loled. #
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 10:03 Reaction paper's due three days and I haven't really started. At least I have Wednesday off. #
  • 22:58 @seoulless What are you transcribing, and for what? #
  • 23:04 Discovered today that there are indeed textbooks catered specifically for comm. colleges. Reinforces the idea that CC classes are sub-par. #
  • 23:20 Boo... Looks like I have to wait *another* two weeks to get paid. At least it'll be a really big paycheck? #
  • 23:27 Oh, despite having decided to focus on Japanese and German, today I decided I need to take ASL @ Parkland. #
  • 23:31 .pdf catalogs are the worst of both worlds. I either want a paper catalog or a real online system. #
  • 23:37 @hiroko_nakamura *laughs* Very. :=) #
  • 23:40 For better or worse, I bought caffeine pills today. Green tea doesn't do the trick, and I'm not always in the mood for pop. #
  • 00:01 You know, I STILL get confused by all these phone numbers with no area code. (The Twin Cities area has 4 so they're always included.) #
  • 00:09 @the_akaneko No. I've even had super sugary milky coffee, and only got about half a cup down. #
  • 00:10 Oh, so, the past two days I couldn't find my name tag for work. Of course, it ended up being in a relatively open place. #
  • 00:11 As Ann says, "If it were any bigger it would bite me." #
  • 00:12 @the_akaneko I love the smell of ground coffee beans, though. :) #
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 13:45 I've been recycling for at 10+ years. Just because I'm overzealous about it doesn't mean I'm going to try to recycle what shouldn't be. #
  • 21:51 @elliewix Is it a cookie sheet if you're not baking cookies? #
  • 21:52 @belindabird How did we end up watching GitS:SAC? Was that before it aired on CN? #
  • 22:57 @hiroko_nakamura Who are you and what did you do with our Hiroko-sensei? The real one always has things stuck up her nostrils! #
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Alternate Version Bath (now with more aromatic leaves) [Nov. 8th, 2009|10:36 pm]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | cynical]

Incubus' "Drive" was playing on the radio at Walgreens the other day, and it reminded me of the insanely different Japanese version by Ann Lewis. I'll translate the Japanese lyrics later, but for those who can read Japanese, here's both the Incubus and Ann Lewis lyrics:

under the cut )

I think the strangest thing for me is how they seem to have literally changed the meanings of the English words in the song, from a metaphor about being clear about your own decisions and owning your life, to one that's a little bit about owning your life and a lot about physically driving to literally be with the one you love. Then again, my interpretation of the Japanese may be off.

I also discovered on these "prayer buddies" what I felt was a discomforting censorship of a children's (?) prayer, although it seems it wasn't just Precious Moments that censored the prayer. The prayer as I'm familiar with it, and closest to the New England Primer Version is:

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray the Lord my soul to take

It seems odd to say this considering my necrophobia, but... I think it's valuable for children to understand their mortality. Or at the very least, it shouldn't be hidden from them. Having children say words they don't understand until they later do... That seems a healthy way to ease them into the idea.

I believe the version said by the Prayer Buddy was:

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
May angels watch me through the night,
And keep me in their blessed sight.


Although at least that implies some level of... negative possibility. I found even more butchered versions in the Wiki entry:

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
Guide me through the starry night,
Wake me when the sun shines bright


Aaaanyways, work 2-10:30 the next two days, then a day off. At least I don't have to get up at 7:30 to feed the animals anymore. ^_^;;;

[EDIT: I just realized, though... It might not be entirely sterilization of the modern age. It might just have to do with the extremely, extremely low rate of child mortality in the U.S. There's no need for the average 6-year-old to consider the possibility of not making it through the night.]

[EDIT 2: Then again, it still happens. This is a really good idea, I think...]

[EDIT 3: And a news article on NILMDTS.]
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 20:48 I meant it when I said I don't mind that you guys went out to dinner while I was at work, but you don't have to tell me all about it. #
  • 22:24 On ep. 24 of M. Loki Ragnarok, and trying to decide what to watch next. At the momeent I'm thinking Gankutsuou? Maybe too visual for BG. #
  • 23:13 This reaction paper is requiring a lot more research than I expected. Trying to figure out the effects of speculation in beginners terms. #
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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 14:35 @seoulless That sounds like a healthy lunch... #
  • 14:39 Apparently GitS 2.0 is missing a bunch of features that are advertised on the package. The Manga Ent. guy being interviewed can't comment. #
  • 14:42 Mrff, I need a nap. But since I got home while Mary was already having hers... I don't know if I have time. Caffeine and hw? #
  • 18:22 I think this is the first time my headache hasn't responded to Aleve. Boo, I thought I had a magic bullet. At least it's still quite light. #
  • 18:46 Wonderful, wonderful episode of Grey's. :) #
  • 19:07 天体戦士サンレッドのテーマ<3 #
  • 19:48 My JLPT voucher's on its way. Deperessing... Even though it's certainly my own fault that I wasn't ready. #
  • 20:19 Finished everything do on, before, or the day after my reaction paper for macro. Guess that means it's time to get started on said paper. #
  • 21:25 God damn, that printer is a fussy bugger. Finally got it to work again. There was one point, though, where I realized the USB came out. #
  • 21:40 Taking great pleasure in putting my Shakespeare course packet in the recycling bag. Hadn't done so yet, in case I needed to re-do anything. #
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eventful morning [Nov. 6th, 2009|09:31 am]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | exhausted]

Today was... an adventure. Two escape artist birds, one of whom got startled by the dog's food bowl being knocked over and flew across the room; me dropping the grapes all over the kitchen floor (I gathered them in a bowl and have yet to re-wash them, although I did wash the ones I fed the animals, of course), the food disposal dying (likely because it seems I don't know what can and can't go down it - I'm just going to stop using it altogether), running out of greens (which I'm going to pick up today)... I'm just glad I don't have to work today. On the plus side, subtracting the time I spent dealing with all that shit... I improved on my speed again.
Link2 have been calmed.|Gaze at the moon.

(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 11:21 Got an A in Shakespeare - don't ask me how. Lenient professor is lenient? #
  • 12:06 I should be cleaning but Mary wasn't able to sleep well last night and now she's fast asleep, and I don't want to wake her. HW time. #
  • 12:14 Apparently besides Scheme, Logo is also a dialect of Lisp? #
  • 12:34 Media Blasters licensed Queen's Blade, and it will be dubbed. (To make it easier to stare at the boobies?) Let the Western world rejoice? #
  • 12:37 How does Hatsune Miku already have two "Best" albums? #
  • 14:08 Someone in this movie just stuck another guy's arm down a garbage disposal, trying to extract information from him. Talk about squeamish. #
  • 14:57 Suddenly I miss math team a lot. Especially Saturday practices. Why do they have adult sports teams and not adult math teams? #
  • 15:03 RT @jlist Will Wheaton’s Star Trek cameo bit.ly/1LX05J #
  • 15:20 Damn it. That's the second time I've run out of time on an econ quiz... #
  • 21:45 @seoulless Awesome! You gonna sleep in or start HW early? #
  • 21:46 @elliewix Notice how <30 contains <3? #
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2009|03:05 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |Kidou Senshi Gundam Wing - Eien to Mugen o Kono Te ni]

3. The marginal utility per dollar of a good
A. is all of the above.
B. is marginal utility divided by the price of the good.
C. is used to determine when a consumer has maximized utility.
D. will decrease as more of a good is consumed (assuming price is held constant).


Well, B couldn't possibly be correct. ^_^;
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Yay, increased efficiency. [Nov. 5th, 2009|08:42 am]
[Current Location |bedroom]
[Current Mood | tired]

Got up at 7:15, finished feeding the animals at 8:35. Got some water for Mary. Going back to bed for a half hour.
LinkGaze at the moon.

(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2009|05:04 am]
  • 08:59 I wish I could "re-train" my AOL account iTunes songs to remember that they're now Apple ID accounts and what the e-mail address is. #
  • 10:13 Wow, Dr. Kovac can actually pronounce Japanese. Maybe it helps that his native language is Croatian, not English? #
  • 15:06 The econ lecturer is eating chips (Pringles?) in his demonstration, and now I really want chips too... Damn you, Prof. Tomlinson! #
  • 15:10 Googled "potato chip lecture" - first hit was "Download I'll take a potato chip - and eat it! video - savevid.com". *laughs* #
  • 15:27 Although I managed to get sucked in to TV Tropes, amazingly I managed to pull out in only 15 minutes. World record? #
  • 17:02 Accidentally left my iPod running and I missed "Good Luck & Good Bye". :( What a tormented life I live. #
  • 17:12 RT @jlist Otaku Proficiency Test. How many of these characters can you guess? bit.ly/RXc5X [I only got 2, although I rec. 5 after.] #
  • 17:37 Why am I feeling unproductive despite the fact that I AM working? #
  • 18:05 OMG, Brad PItt... That beard looks AWFUL on you. #
  • 18:20 どんどん眠くなってく。お茶より、ペプシを飲むことに変えよう。 #
  • 19:02 God, I'm getting ancy. Doing a good job of pressing on, though. #
  • 21:16 @jlist twitpic.com/obhbd - Looks like my first days. #
  • 21:17 @seoulless ...I thought it was spelled ancy... Whoops. #
  • 21:19 Apparently by ancy I meant antsy. Whoops. Also, Nagato Yuki on her period: twitpic.com/obhbd Pretty much. #
  • 21:26 @seoulless Makes sense. #
  • 21:52 All this talk about trading between buying snacks and buying toys makes me think all consumers are six years old. *laughs* #
  • 23:31 Huh. Apparently I really need to review elasticity, since I took all 15 minutes to take that ANGEL quiz and was very unsure of many answers. #
  • 23:31 I think I'll go to bed now, get some rest, and review in the morning before attempt 2 of 3. #
  • 23:32 (Oh, I did manage to get a 90% on the quiz, but again, the material is def. not mastered.) #
  • 23:52 @Goldeneyeuro 15 minutes is the time limit on the ANGEL quizzes, and they usually take me less than 5. #
  • 00:02 I need to set up some programming... whatever... on my computer. I want to create a small program to calculate time to raise my BT ratio. #
  • 00:53 @lugia222 ......確かに。 #
  • 00:56 @lugia222 Don't you know, I was talking about the new Death Note spin-off, where Light uses a bell to kill criminals. #
  • 00:59 Someone please tell me I did *not* just try to read 最初 as さいはつ. *is highly embarrassed*早く日本語の勉強を続けなきゃ。できなければ、せめて復習を。ライトノベルをもっと読むこととか。 #
  • 01:23 I don't mind that I haven't gone to bed yet, except I stopped doing schoolwork two hours ago. *goes to bed for real* #
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programming... programs [Nov. 5th, 2009|12:16 am]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | frustrated]
[Current Music |崖の上のポニョ - 母と海の讃歌]

Does anyone have any guides/recommendations/whatever for computer programming? As in, if I want to be able to write and run basic, text-based programs on my Windows XP machine, what program do you recommend, and do you have any instructions for how I should set it up (if instructions aren't available on the program's website). I downloaded and installed MIT Scheme, since Scheme is the only language that i actually remember any of, but I can't figure out how to, well, use it.

[EDIT: I'm giving Dr. Scheme a try. I know it won't work quite like MIT Scheme, but I should be able to figure out the variances.]

[EDIT 2: I think I'm gonna ask Dad to send my my CSci textbook. Granted, it's available online, but... I'm biased towards paper. ^_^;]

[EDIT 3: Script successfully written and run. It's fugly, but whatever.]
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Susan Boyle in Japan [Nov. 4th, 2009|11:27 am]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | surprised]

Britain's Got Talent's Boyle Sings in Eagle Talon Anime

Wow. That's really cool, actually. Although commentes on ANN are making a good point that it's perhaps an unfitting song for a gag anime (or an unfitting anime for a serious song).

Reading it kind of makes me want to listen to LENA PARK's "祈り ~ You Raise Me Up"

Despite starting at 7:45, between my pokiness and getting distracted, I didn't finish feeding the animals until 10, which apparently is quite bad for the animals. Gonna get started at 7 tomorrow and try not to get so distracted. (I honestly have little incentive, as usual, to be less poky (pokey?).)

Alright, it's been a half-hour of interneting (internetting?) since E.R. ended, so I'm gonna get started on non-feeding chores.
LinkGaze at the moon.

(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 09:21 Got up slightly early to feed the animals, and it turned out Marcia fed them before she left. #
  • 11:13 Dear macro prof.: Would you please f-ing respond to my e-mails already? #
  • 12:30 Wife Swap: Why are you guys ON this show if you're so resistant to trying something new for ONE week? #
  • 12:56 Are tehy trying to teach me that food aid to poor countries eventually causes famine in those countries? #
  • 23:08 Tip for test writers: drop the "which one of these is not like the others" questions if you want to actually test our knowledge. #
  • 23:10 The question might as well be "Something happens: will it move up, down, up, or up?" #
  • 00:05 Boo... I found a bunch of HQ Cowboy Bebop OSTs on Jpopsuki, only to find that the format they're in is (.ape) basically unsupported. #
  • 01:00 Good thing I decided to double-check my macro test; I found a stupid mistake in question 3 (of 50). #
  • 01:14 I should probably pull Virtual Star Hasseigaku out of my reading playlist. It's just a touch distracting... Or the battle songs are, anyway. #
  • 01:15 Stupid mistake number two found. #
  • 01:20 It's kind of amusing to think of how much time I've spent with my hands in an X shape in front of my face in the last week or so. #
  • 01:23 98%, missed one question I was having trouble with the wording on. #
  • 01:27 Oh shit... I totally forgot that unit 2 was due Tuesday, not just before I went to bed... *crosses my fingers that this is good enough* #
  • 01:28 Durrr, nm. Wrong class. *laughs* Yeah, bed now. 'sides, I need to be up early tomorrow to feed the critters. #
  • 01:31 (P.S. Macro and micro have officially diverged. Yay? パワー・アップしなきゃ。) #
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lucked out [Nov. 3rd, 2009|04:01 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |GitS:SAC Solid State Society - undivided]

Normally I make it a policy to double-check all of my tests. In fact, on a timed test, I often check the whole test repeatedly until time's up. But when I finished my unit 2 test for micro today... Well, I only had 45 minutes until I had to leave for work, and I wasn't in the mood to go over all 67 questions only to rush to get ready for work. (I should have checked the time allotment for the test/the current time before starting, but I ditzed out on that...) Anyways, all I checked was that I had selected an answer for all the questions, and I managed to luck out and not make any stupid mistakes on the test - 100%! ^_^

One question on the test that I have to share:

54. This is a hard test, huh. (I think supply and demand, particularly the specific terminology, is the toughest thing we do all semester.) Therefore, just pick the answer below that you think I'm looking for! (Hint: Put option 1. And if you miss it, I'll never let you forget it!)
A. Economics is a wonderful subject that everyone finds interesting.
B. Illinois highways are always well maintained. In fact, they're among the best in the country!
C. Spring break should be cancelled because students miss being in the classroom.


I have a forum posting due on the 9th, unit 3 for micro and a response paper (which I haven't started) due for macro on the 12th, and unit 2 due for macro on the 13th, but I'm going to do the unit 2 macro quizzes and test first since that's the material I just covered for micro.

But now - getting ready for work.

[EDIT: I should mention that the test was due by midnight tonight. I could have done it after getting home from work, though.]
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 10:23 RT @NewsMinneapolis Pigeons accused of attacking NWA plane after MSP takeoff - Minneapolis City Pages: bit.ly/2v8AbV lol @ wording #
  • 12:13 @AnimeNation Anime News: Disney Schedules Ponyo DVD bit.ly/4fLJeo [Want the plush!] #
  • 12:32 Made of Honor, starring Patrick Dempsey, is on TV right now. Turns out the guy who plays Owen Hunt is in it too. Double Grey's! #
  • 13:22 Unbreakable's on TV. I gotta get this one on DVD... #
  • 13:27 Oh man, having this movie on has absolutely murdered my concentration... #
  • 13:46 Difficult college-level questions: what is the midpoint price between $60 and $10? #
  • 22:22 Writing down the correct answers on a scrap of paper definitely helps with having to do every exercises 2+ times. #
  • 23:14 Shit, as soon as he started working with areas on the S/D graph, my brain went boom. Please explain some more? :( #
  • 23:25 I wish Rikaichan had En-En or De-En dictionaries... #
  • 00:26 Alright, now that I'm feeling better, let's try watching that lecture again and see if I'm more on top of things. #
  • 00:32 I'm being reminded of how I still don't really understand the concept behind supply; why apt. managers would only rent Q apts. for $P. #
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Price Ceiling Bath [Nov. 3rd, 2009|12:20 am]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | cold]
[Current Music |時をかける少女 - 主題歌 「ガーネット」 (予告編ショート・バージョン)]

"The maximum price a consumer would be willing to pay for a given amount is the sum of the maximum price he would be willing to pay for the first unit, the maximum additional price he would be willing to pay for the second unit, etc."
Alright, there's a damn clear explanation. I always feel like I learn the best when the explanation is thorough enough that it feels... obvious. Or natural. I don't memorize as much as I internalize.
Anyways, staring and thinking and staring and thinking some more, both the concept of deadweight loss and the meaning of that area on the S&D graph is becoming clearer. It's still not excellent, but I think soon I'll be able to actually take my quiz and move on.
Seriously, though, for all the time the fucking lecturer spent showing us how to draw a curve using a table of values, why the hell didn't he explain this any better?
LinkGaze at the moon.

(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 12:19 The series itself isn't the best, but I really love the Matantei Loki Ragnarok OP. #
  • 14:04 You know, when I'm working on supply in econ, I keep forgetting that the companies have more options of things to sell than *one* product. #
  • 14:10 Boo, I don't want to get ready for work. It took me way to long to get going on econ today. #
  • 21:31 @seoulless My powers have transferred to you? #
  • 22:59 @Goldeneyeuro Four?! Why four?! #
  • 23:00 Just finished translating ep. 24 of Higepiyo. Man, this show cracks me up. 「フー、フー、あ~ん。」 I gotta find some good congee in the area. #
  • 23:02 Also, that was definitely one of the easier episodes to translate in quite a while, which was a nice change. #
  • 00:30 Holy shit, someone finally seeded HAL's I'll Be The One single! I've been at 99.6% for... At least a week. And now there are 4 seeds. #
  • 00:53 'm finding it unusually difficult to get a straight answer on the track names for this single... Even the avex page is failing me. #
  • 01:01 Oooh, goo 音楽's search feature has improved significantly. You can search for song lyrics directly by song title now! #
  • 01:30 I need to stop working in other tabs when listening to econ lectures if I'm gonna keep forgetting to listen. #
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Gonna need some Peacemaker icons come January... [Nov. 1st, 2009|11:09 am]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | excited]

Peace Maker Kurogane Gets TV Drama Series Green-Lit
dfkljasdflkjdfjlkfj YAY!
Although I have to wonder how well it'll work out. I mean, it it has a rather odd balance of comedy and drama that I haven't often seen in live-action shows. I mean, what would a live-action Peacemaker!Shinpachi be like?
Anyways, I'm very excited for January to get here.
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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 12:16 I don't really want to wear my uniform to work today, so I'll go with my lazy-ass jukensei costume: sweatsuit, glasses, and 絶対合格 hachimaki. #
  • 12:17 @seoulless It is? #
  • 12:19 @baranoneko Bad because he's not a good person to crush on? No time to act on said crush? #
  • 22:14 受験生=忍者?笑 #
  • 22:32 Last night was the first time I was having a really awesome, dokidoki dream, and the alarm wakes me up RIGHT when it was getting good. :( #
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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 17:45 I have trouble accepting the formula of a straight line as y = a + bx - I'm so used to y = mx + b... #
  • 19:16 Finally annotated my macro checklist with micro's topic numbers to keep things straight. Yay! #
  • 21:19 Mary was feeling quite sick for ~15 min. After getting to bed she felt much better, but I'm going to stay in the living room until bed. #
  • 21:52 @seoulless sex for free. #
  • 21:53 Took an Aleve to ward off an oncoming headache (no Oncoming Storm :(), and it feels like it got stuck in my throat. #
  • 21:56 Mint needs to start working with my TCF accounts again. Then again, maybe it's a good thing those accounts aren't showing up? #
  • 22:15 Why is income abbreviated M? #
  • 22:21 Oh, hey - I just realized I don't have any MAS episodes to watch this week. That should be helpful. (Unless I watch the Halloween eps.) #
  • 22:24 The Ah! My Goddess TV OSTs have too many shitty BGMS... But I keep them in my playlist anyway for the few pretty ones. Am I crazy? #
  • 22:59 ...I just got Rick Rolled. #
  • 23:08 Why am I so tired already? It's 2 hours before I usually go to bed... #
  • 23:13 I think it's safe enough for me to head back downstairs now. *does so* #
  • 23:24 I may be the girl that takes spiders outside, but I have very little patience for flying bugs. *wipes dead bug off my hand onto the floor* #
  • 23:28 I think the basement makes me hiccup? #
  • 23:42 Why does Prof. Tomlinson's hair look green in this lecture? #
  • 00:19 Dude, what anime besides Gundam Wing has an OP where the first 10 seconds has the "main character's" hand in front of his face? #
  • 01:00 I don't get why the price of a product is higher at higher output levels. What happened to overhead cost? #
  • 01:09 "Therefore no additional savings due to increased efficiency or whatnot are considered here, in order to examine a stable supply curve."なるほど #
  • 02:01 @lugia222 twitpic.com/nn72m - Where'd you find that pic? #
  • 02:12 The opportunity cost of staying up another 10 minutes is decreasing rapidly. I believe I shall chose this point on the curve to go to bed. #
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They need a rule name for this one. Like a corollary on Murphy's law. [Oct. 30th, 2009|05:24 pm]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | embarrassed]
[Current Music |SOUL EATER - mifune]

Oh. My. God.
You know when you look at a problem over. And over. And over. And over.
And you keep getting the same (wrong) answer.
And then you show it to someone else to try to get help, and you explain what's going on to them.
And then the obviousness of the correct answer hits you in the face, and you feel like a dyslexic idiot?
Yeah... WTF, self.
Anyways. Moving on. At least now I know I understand the material enough to take the unit test.
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Dr. Yang quote [Oct. 30th, 2009|03:03 pm]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | procrastinating]
[Current Music |Grey's Anatomy - 6x07]

Cristina: Watching Lexie wearing a diaper is punishment enough.
Owen: Lexie's wearing what? That is a reason you should be glad you aren't down there.
Cristina: No that
is the reason I want to be down there. Lexie gets to pee in a diaper and I don't.
Owen: You want to pee in a diaper?
Cristina: "No, no, I want to
have to pee in a diaper. To be in a surgery so difficult and so long that my only option is to put on a diaper and pee in it.

Taking another break from cleaning. I've been taking too many breaks. ^^; Gotta go up and sweep and mop soon.

Watched a Takeuchi Naoko interview subbed by SMC; that woman is the most crazily shy woman I've ever seen. She can't even make eye contact with the camera, and she was gripping her giant transformation pen the whole time.

[EDIT: God, I love romance in Grey's. Spleens (?) in jars, gifts of potentially 15 hour surgeries, drawing diagrams on bedroom walls...]
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 13:26 Awesome quote. @MikeDoughtyYeah The Voice quote "Twitter is the CB radio of our time," must be properly attributed to Jamie Kitman. #
  • 23:38 My throat's slightly sore. This has me worried. #
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キラキラピカピカ [Oct. 29th, 2009|11:19 pm]
[Current Location |basement]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |Crystal Kay - 涙があふれても]

So, two points of amusement today. First, the song Kirakuni by Crystal Kay. I'd never known for sure what the title meant, but I had guessed maybe きら(きら)国, or Sparkling Country. At least a year later, riding home from work today, it hit me: 気楽に. Which is really obvious, considering the very next words are "take it easy". Durrr... I guess I'm not used to song titles that are adverbial phrases?

Amusement number two. A small bit of background info: when I have iced tea, I keep it in a Nalgene-ish bottle; when I drink hot tea, I keep it in a large thermos. Today I forgot my iced tea in the freezer, so I called home to ask Mary to tell Marcia to put my tea in the fridge when she gets home (so the bottle wouldn't get damaged as the tea expands). When I got home I opened the fridge to have my tea, and found... My tea thermos in the fridge. *laughs* But it's a testament to thermoses that the tea is still warm, despite being made at noon and having spent at least 6 hours in the fridge.
Checked my work schedule today, and it fits perfectly within my reduced availability. Have the day off tomorrow. (Four days off in a five day stretch. Lots of study time. ^^;)

[EDIT: Oh, also, I got caught up in facing today, and accidentally stayed 15 minutes late. I would have been even later if a co-worker hadn't asked me what time I got off, which prompted me to check my watch. Truth be told, I thought I still had 15 minutes or so to go. Now that's what I call not watching the pot! *laughs* I hope I don't get in trouble, though...]
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 09:55 @Goldeneyeuro I dunno, I find that bussing makes BETTER use of my time, since I can study on the bus. But you certainly know yourself best. #
  • 15:25 Oh my... I just saw the name of the Nereid Amphitrite, and instead read it as Amirite. I need to spend less time on the internet. #
  • 15:27 RT twitpic.com/nahie - Be careful - there's a Facebook phishing scam going around. Here's what the e-mail looks like. #
  • 16:06 It's quite helpful to have a writer/poet/avid reader for a father. He just helped me immensely with some style questions I had. :) #
  • 16:21 Dad double-checked the check he had sent to me through bill pay, and records are that it was sent on 10/13... #
  • 17:13 22.5 months later, I am done! (Well, barring needing to re-do any parts.) #
  • 20:51 WHY DOES MY (ex-)SHAKESPEARE PROF. ALWAYS WRITE IN ALL CAPS? #
  • 23:04 21 more topics until micro and macro diverge... #
  • 01:33 They universe had a purpose to me getting so behind in Higepiyo - so @japanesepod101 could cover a grammar topic in it I didn't know. 甲斐 #
  • 02:07 Dear Stuart: Stop standing in front of the monitor when I'm trying to translate. #
  • 02:09 Fucking cat... I'm not entirely sure why, but now my rice has a vaguely litter-ish flavor to it. XP #
  • 02:49 Dear Park-sama: You know I <3 you, but could you please speak just a little more clearly? *cries* #
  • 03:00 Just e-mailed the script for ep. 23. Fucking puns. Alright, bed time. #
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2009|05:02 am]
  • 11:42 Confrontational avoidance senses tingling... God I'm a wuss. #
  • 13:04 Got a call back from Walgreens, and they were able to re-arrange my schedule. Thank goodness... I feel bad for troubling all involved. #
  • 15:14 Now I have REMASTERED angsty blood pooling behind Heero's head. ^________^ #
  • 20:52 Eh? How is there a vocal Wolf's Rain song on the first OST I don't even remember having heard? (The song is "strangers".) #
  • 23:02 Wow... I don't want to embarrass him, so I won't re-post it, but I just had a very amusing exchange with Alex. *laughs* #
  • 23:02 @jephjacques Describe? #
  • 00:15 @JadeEJF Congrats! #
  • 00:55 I miss my skylight... I was so lucky to be able to see the moon from it at night. And the light reflecting off the winter frost... #
  • 01:09 God, the Mononoke-hime soundtrack is amazing... I need to listen to it more often. Mr. Hisaishi, will you marry me? #
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I can't think of a title... [Oct. 28th, 2009|12:46 am]
[Current Location |bedroom]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |something from the Mononoke-hime OST]

From time-traveling cannibal mermaids, to...

Surprisingly enough, I'm acctually a little frustrated that this mini-essay is so mini. There's so much I want to talk about that I don't have room for. It's like... Academic Twitter. But at least the word restraint let's me get away with not having to think out the organization much.

[EDIT:

In The Tempest, it is easy to assume that Ariel is "free" while Caliban is "limited". I think there is a fair bit of truth to this analysis, but I also believe that freedom in The Tempest is largely a state of mind. On the one hand, there's the Buddhist freedom in knowing one's place and accepting it with grace, primarily exhibited by Ariel; on the other, there's the freedom of inhibition, and doing what one wants despite one's place, primarily exhibited by Caliban. While in the world of The Tempest it seems that the way to physical freedom is to accept one's place, it is unclear whether a certain degree of stubbornness is also required.

Ariel is more physically free from the beginning. He is more often called a servant, while Caliban is typically referred to as a slave; as an airy spirit he presumably has the ability to fly and is able to travel about invisible to anyone he wishes; he has the ability and freedom to change into any form he wishes (3.3). and he is entrusted with tasks that take him far from his master. At the end of the play he is even given complete freedom. (5.1.18-19) However, it is only out of graceful obedience that Ariel will be set free, or even spared the pains that Caliban is forced to endure, and Ariel is keenly aware of this and plays along accordingly. (1.2.294-300)

Caliban, on the other hand, is treated very much as a slave. He is spoken of degradingly, is very much trapped in his monster-like body, is entrusted only with simple tasks such as chopping wood, and setting him free isn't even considered (1.2.311-313). He is also frequently subjected to great physical pains because of his disobedience (1.2.368-374), but despite his fear of these pains, he can't seem to help openly expressing his malice towards Prospero. Ironically, it seems that his idea of freedom is to serve a master that he respects (3.1.168-172, 5.1.295-298), which is perhaps in turn a master that respects him (3.2.38-40). His returning to Prospero's service seems to imply both that the only place where he can be truly content is in his rightful master's service, and that he perhaps can get back on the same path of good favor that led Prospero to free Ariel - favor he originally fell from due to his own transgression (1.2.330-348).


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nicknames [Oct. 27th, 2009|06:19 pm]
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While I don't actually blame them, I get rather annoyed when people ask if I have a nickname. I mean, I honestly don't think it's that difficult to say if you open your ears, esp. if I get someone who doesn't have a speech impairment to say my name for me, or if I spell it phonetically for you (to people who know how to say my name, does Nah-stah-syah make sense as a phonetic spelling?). For about two years in elementary school I let people call me Katie, and I still use that at places like Jamba Juice where it doesn't really matter, but if we have any sort of personal relationship, well... Katie's not who I am. As for the nicknames that are me, they all feel very personal, and intimate on one level or another. I guess what I mean is, I don't at all mind people asking if I already have a nickname, but don't expect me to have one for your convenience. And then when you say "well, we'll have to make one for you"... Again, I guess I feel offended when people make up a nickname because they don't want to learn my real one; nicknames are supposed to be organic - signs of some level of a shared history or understanding; a term of endearment.
So yeah, if we're going to have an ongoing relationship, I want you to call me by my name. And if we grow close and another name for me emerges, that's fine, but until then, I'm Nastassja. Deal.
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2009|05:01 am]
  • 09:56 People need to check out XKCD's new website design (in honor of GeoCities closing down). #
  • 09:59 Hee hee. Listening to Wild Wing at twice the bitrate of my previous file. Happy Sassa is happy. #
  • 12:52 Just cleaned the toilet seat attachment which I haven't done since I moved here. Yummy. ><; #
  • 16:05 So, this morning when I was getting ready to call my manager, I realized she had scheduled me against my general availability, too. WTF? #
  • 16:07 @Goldeneyeuro @belindabird My MAS membership card has arrived safely. ^_^ #
  • 16:14 It's so easy to work on econ for... hours. So why is it so hard to even get started on Shakespeare? #
  • 20:44 Yay, 2.5 hour nap? I guess that's not TOO long, and at least I didn't sleep through the night. #
  • 20:47 RT @jlist Star Trek onesies for young nerdlings, makes me wish my kids were this small again. bit.ly/4AAxXO #
  • 22:42 @jlist Mmm... Someone who had never seen TOS, maybe? Either that or a parent with an awful sense of humor. #
  • 22:46 本当に両親に感謝してて、もっといい娘になりたい。この前の十年間ぐらいは迷惑ばかり掛けてたと思ってる。それが一つの理由で、やっと学校で上手くやりたい、せめて安心にするため。いつか誇りにも思わせたいけど...それは無理かも。立派な大人になれなければ、自立になるだけで済む。 #
  • 22:54 RT @jlist [...] Aquafresh Rice Bowl? bit.ly/1sK8al [Aren't you supposed to not swallow toothpaste?] #
  • 22:58 Actually, reading the page itself, it seems to be a joke recipe. #
  • 23:21 I was playing around and somehow managed a vaguely Victorian up-do. o.O It's messy and the hold won't last, but I'll experiment further. #
  • 23:39 www.frannyslonghairstyles.com/updos.htm *drools* I have GOT to figure out some of these styles. I esp. love the Rose Bun, I think. #
  • 00:57 I bet you can't tell my exquisite crystal is actually a cheap-as-hell piece of plastic! #
  • 01:15 Suck... I thought someone uploaded a German bilingual FMA batch torrent, but it's just Japanese w/ German subs. :( #
  • 01:34 Finally got my grubby, piratey hands on the Saji Crossroad and new Edward Elric singles. #
  • 02:24 After noticing some of my Gundam 00 VA single file names got truncated, I've decided to simplify the naming on longer titles. #
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