| another quote |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|01:32 am] |
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| | Star Trek: First Contact | ] | "It's so simple. The Borg hurt you, and now you're going to hurt them back." "In my century, we don't succumb to revenge. We have a more evolved sensibility." "Bullshit!"
It's nice to see holes poked into the show's Utopian bubble. I'd like to quote the whole scene, really, but I'm too lazy.
[EDIT: "So much for the Enterprise-E." "We barely knew her." "You think they'll build another one?" "Plenty of letters left in the alphabet."
Hah! Waitin' for the Enterprise-W.] |
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| quote |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|12:29 am] |
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| | Star Trek: First Contact | ] | "Captain, I believe I am feeling anxiety. It is an intriguing sensation. A most distracting--" "Data, I'm sure it's a fascinating experience, but perhaps you should deactivate your emotion chip for now." "Good idea, sir. Done." "Data, there are times that I envy you." - Picard and Data, from Star Trek: First Contact
Ugh, my room's too hot. I have nothing but my sports bra on on top, too. If only I could think of it as summer, I'd be able to even enjoy this, but my "living life" psychology seems to be immune to placebo effects. I wonder how much money I'd be wasting to open the windows... |
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| short indie movie |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|10:56 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] | Found this 11.5 minute movie on YouTube. Apparently it was the winner of Best Narrative Short at the 2008 Tribeca Film Festival and nominated for an Oscar. I enjoyed it, but then again it somewhat catered to my weird-ass tastes.
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| Dear Japan: I give up on you. |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|09:48 pm] |
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| | Annik Rubens und Herr Moose - ETV 04 - ReCaptcha, Solarzellen, Identitätsklau, Grundeinkommen | ] |
TGIF!
[EDIT: Alright, the end of this video was cool: ] |
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| Tostitos tortilla chips |
[Dec. 18th, 2009|12:38 am] |
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| | disappointed | ] | I guess Twitter's down right now? The other day I was really in the mood for tortilla chips and salsa, so I bought some at Walgreens, but when I came home I discovered we had an open bag of tortilla chips so I had those instead. So now I opened the Tostitos chips I had bought, and am distressed with how unimpressive they are. Primarily, they're super thin and just kind of crumble at the slightest pressure, which makes for an oddly frustrating experience. So yeah, not buying Tostitos' tortilla chips again. :( |
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| elders' deaths |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|02:20 am] |
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| | the train horn blowing | ] | It's nearly two in the morning, I'm laying in bed with the lights off trying to sleep, and my mind is obsessing over the truth that my grandpa could very easily die in the next five years, or earlier. That's gut-wrenching enough, but add to that that it's very possible he could go without warning; without me having a chance to say all the things I want to. If I can't become an adult before he passes away, I at least want to promise him that I will, and anshin saseru him about tings like that. Or maybe he already is anshin, but for my own sake... I feel like I want some sort of blessing from him? Or I want him to assure me that he's anshin, so I don't have to feel bad about that?
It's been.. Two years? Maybe one. I know it was winter, anyway... Siince I had my last really serious flare-ups of my necrophobia. But especially since grandpa had his mini-stroke this week, my anxieties surrounding my grandpa, and even my parents, eventually being dead and removed from my world has flared up for the first time in I think much longer. I almost acknowledge and accept my own death more than I do any of theirs. I know nearly everyone has to face that pain and void, but right now... I can't possibly fathom how they do. Instead I just remain in a sort of denial or temporary ignorance of it. (Truth be told, I thnk this is part of how I get by when my necrophobia isn't flared up - I manage to go through life with nothing but a superficial acknowledgment of my own eventual death.)
When I was talking to Grandpa while he was in the hospital the other day, I casually asked him if it was scary for him. He said he wasn't scared of death at all; it would just be over. (I think Dad used to be rather scared, but now he's essentially in the same place; I wonder if that's a sign that I'll eventually get there too...) So obviously, I've lightly broached the topic of him dying, but I have no idea how to bring up the things I want to tell him before he goes. It's just so... morbid. And even if he tells me he's not scared, it still seems insensitive. But as I said, although I can do nothing to escape from my anxiety over his eventual death, maybe if I can get those things off my chest, I can at least relieve my anxiety about that, as well as any regret I might have when he does go.
Roy (Roger's dad), Oma, and Opa are a whole 'nother issue. I really need to call Roy this weekend, methinks. I haven't talked to him in... Maybe two years as well. ><; But Oma and Opa... Yeah. I almost feel like that's a lost cause. :( In a way I'm grateful that I haven't seen them in so long, since the loss will probably be far less painful, but I think the guilt will be so, so much worse.
On the plus side, I think typing this out has calmed my mind down enough to let me go to sleep. Yay! |
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|11:55 pm] |
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| | okay | ] | Happy holiday promotion! We're delighted to tell you about our holiday coupons, which will help you share the love with your LiveJournal friends! If you have a Paid or Permanent account, you can send up to 10 LiveJournal Basic/Plus users a $10 coupon for an annual paid subscription now through January 15th, 2011. Recipients can upgrade for $9.95 (instead of $19.95) for one year by enrolling in our automatic payment plan or make a manual payment of $15 (instead of $25). Please note that these coupons are not transferable and cannot be used to renew existing paid accounts. If you're a Paid/Permanent user, you can send out your holiday coupons now!
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| wrong order |
[Dec. 13th, 2009|11:10 pm] |
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| | embarrassed | ] | Oops. I just accidentally watched the last episode of Michiko to Hacchin before the penultimate one, and didn't realize it until the VERY end. That would explain why I felt something was missing... The question now is, do I want to bother to watch the penultimate episode? It seems like an awful lot of trouble for a series I didn't care for that much. |
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| Ano... |
[Dec. 13th, 2009|01:45 am] |
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| | SOUL EATER - BLACK☆STAR (lost myself) | ] | Marginal social costs are equal to A. Marginal private costs plus marginal private benefit B. external costs C. marginal social cost plus external costs D. marginal social costs minus external costs
Something seems wrong with this question... In the notes, MSC is equal to (marginal) private cost plus (marginal) external cost. I'm going to guess the "correct answer" is C, and they just mis-typed that.
[EDIT: This one seems off too:
In an attempt to raise sales, Hannah cut prices in her bookstore by 20 percent. If the dollar value of her sales remained constant, that indicates A. the demand curve is vertical. B. old customers bought no more books. C. no new customers bought books. D. the quantity of books sold increased 20 percent.
I believe the answer should be "the quantity of books sold increased by 25 percent".] |
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| translation of Lockon Stratos' "Answer" (not mine) |
[Dec. 5th, 2009|01:25 pm] |
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| | 機動戦士ガンダムOO - Answer | ] | To whom does this voice belong? Like an angel, like a demon Like a life, like a mistake Why does it resound so loudly it hurts?
Will this voice transcend the sky? To the ends of space, to the ends of consciousness Transcend the senses, transcend the body Then will it return home to where it belongs?
Now, inside the moonlight smashed in the thousand winds that float for eternity, I'll pile up our imaginary shadows and flow down through fate What is there to humans, deep within their empty darkness? I'm holding out my hand--I'll hold out my hand
Will this voice guide you? Will I meet you someday, somewhere? Will we overlap until dawn breaks And in my final moments, will I smile?
I'll simply walk through a winter's night with all my body, and keep on exposing it with my imagination My limits are beckoning to me to shut my eyes and softly turn them aside The answer that humanity is born holding is inside this voice The power of language is inside prayer, and I'll live with my sorrow
Now, inside the moonlight smashed in the thousand winds that float for eternity, I'll pile up our imaginary shadows and flow down through fate What is there to humans, deep within their empty darkness? I'm holding out my hand--I'll hold out my hand
To whom does this voice belong? Like an angel, like a demon Like a life, like a mistake Why does it resound so loudly it hurts?
Will this voice guide you? Will I meet you someday, somewhere? Will we overlap until dawn breaks And in my final moments, will I smile? Will I smile?
It really does sound awkward in translation...
Alright, time to get ready for work. Boo, work. |
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| elementary school memories |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|05:24 pm] |
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| | nostalgic | ] | The "I'm an Expo baby" Facebook group description: For those of us who remember Treasure Island. For those of us who were deathly afraid of Karen Randall. For those of us who went on the BWCA Theater of Learning trip. For those of us who remember every word to every song Mr. Harper taught us. For those of us who grew up associating with certain types of trees. This is the group for you! I think I'm the only crazy person who really misses EXPO sometimes...
Kendal Bergman: capitol hill may have been "gifted and talented" but we had bodily kinesthetics and logical mathematics instead of gym and science class |
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| econ problem |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|11:53 pm] |
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| | something from Kare Kano | ] | A firm has fixed costs of $50,000 per month. In January, the firm’s variable costs to produce 1,000 widgets was $200 per widget; in February, its variable costs to produce 1,100 widgets was $202 per widget; and in March, its variable costs to produce 1,200 widgets was $205 per widget. The price for widgets was $275 per widget for the entire quarter. What was the firm’s profit for the quarter? That was a kind of fun problem, actually. :) |
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| overwhelming cleaning |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|11:26 am] |
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| | Zac Bertschy & Justin Sevakis - ANNCast - Debinitely, Maybe | ] | The basement's starting to smell funny again. It might have been smelling funny all this time, but I just got used to it. I really need to clean it the computer room, but right now I feel like I just don't have the time, with how long it's going to take me. I'll try to get it done during winter break. I suppose another part is that after Stuart was throwing up in it every other day, I just gave up after a week. Thankfully he's stopped throwing up, but the stains and stuff are still there. But yeah... When winter break comes, this'll be my battle project. Work in 35 minutes. Slept in until an hour before I need to clock in. At least we have plenty of leftovers, so I don't need to worry about cooking lunch for myself. Hmm, according to Justin Sevakis (on this podcast), Summer Wars is amazing and game-changing. I'm seriously excited to see it. I'll have to read the ANN article when I get home tonight. |
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| Thanksgiving |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|05:43 pm] |
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| | thoughtful | ] | Things I am thankful for: - my improved relationship with my parents since before I moved here - having parents that care about me and help out as much as they can and think is good for me - not having to worry about having a roof over my head or food to eat - being in school again and having good grades in my classes - having a job that will soon qualify for health and dental insurance - having a good income - living with people who are enjoyable to spend time with and who treat me well - not being overly stressed out at my job - having friends I can talk to - having few enough local friends that I don't have to feel guilty about spending so much time on school and work - good animu - good tea |
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| chotto messeeji |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|11:41 am] |
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| | 宇多田ヒカル - Making Love | ] | HAPPII TENKUSUGIBINGU! |
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| Oh where, oh where has my handle gone... |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|02:46 am] |
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| | worried | ] | Shit. I accidentally broke the handle off of my teapot's lid. Almost worse than that, though, is that I can't find it (the handle). I eventually got up the courage to fish around in the food disposal (which was far less threatening than I thought it would be), but I'm 99% certain it's not in there. It didn't seem like it shattered, but I suppose that's possible. Anyways, I'm kind of worried that it's actually whole in the food disposal (yay, paranoia), and something will go horribly wrong when it's next turned on. Anyways, if I find it, I guess I'll try to find some food-safe super glue. Otherwise, the lid of the pot is useless, and I'll either have to buy a new pot or just go without the lid. I don't think I really need the lid, especially since I have the tea cozy, which would do a far better job of keeping in heat anyway. |
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| Norio Walken |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|10:02 am] |
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| | E.R. on TV | ] | "The second Norio Wakamoto shows up everyone knows what kind of character he's going to play. He's the Christopher Walken of anime, for cryin' out loud." - Daryl Surat on Anime World Order Show #83
Bought some Suave Advanced Therapy lotion last night, and that seems to do the trick wonderfully. Yay!
Managed to give myself a small cut (a papercut, really) on my finger with a bread knife. Makes me feel quite pathetic. ^^; I also managed to place the bandaid partially over the furthest joint, making it rather difficult to type, but I'm too lazy to repositiion it. *laughs*
Sam's starting to smell like a dog again after her last bath about a week ago. It's not too bad yet, but soon I won't be quite as willing tot give her good scritches.
Andy won't shut up, and the effectiveness of banging on his cage has worn off. God I hate birds. Or at least ones that squawk their heads off like Andy and Remy do. Seriously, if they die, I'll clap my hands for joy, I think.
Marcia and Dianne reorganized the kitchen this weekend, and as a result we now have both recycling bins available for use at once, meaning we can sort it as we throw stuff away, rather than me sorting it all on Wednesday. I am chou happy about this. |
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